went pyra today wif andrea and wan yee :) WAS supposed to be a 6C class gathering but LOTS of ppl cant make it due to some reasons so yeaaaa i had a blast tho wif my babes :D we 3 bought ze same but diff colour top frm forever 21

PICS WILL B UP SOON when i get it frm andreaa i missed her so much..MONTHS since i last saw her u noe 0.0


anyway yesterday...was really a great history for me

i went home frm skul tot everyting was normal and all so i went to sleep cause suddenly felt dam tired woke up and felt DAM DIZZY but i tot it was NORMAL so yea i went for my add maths tuition and then b4 i enter my physics tuition my head was DAM PAIN and i cant walk properly and all so i msged my mum and ask her to fetch me to the klinik

so i reached the klinik and the doctor told me at 1st " ITS JUS A NORMAL VIRUS SPREADING AROUND nowadays" so i tot like " oh CHEH laH" den she start to put her hand on top of my hand vein tingy to check my hearbeat..and suddenly she said "..eh..why isit like so slow" den i was asked to lye on the bed and start poking tings all around my body to check my heart rate and then she said "normal ppl's heartbeat is 80 but if ur REALI fit 60 is okay..but ur heart beat rate is 50 .........." i was DAM scared okay i started crying =.= seriously imagine lying at the "bed" and doctor telling u ur heart rate is decreasing and all its like u MIGHT die woi..my mum cried too okay i hugged her dam scared ..my palm turned white then to purple ..zzz..den doctor say its better if i go to the hospital

mum went home to fetch my dad and off we go to the hospital..i kept asking them am i gonna die ..seriously..den my dad kept comforting me by saying " dun tink of anyting stupid"my god in the car i was DAM WORRIED i wont be able to see my friends and family ever again like wadda shit lah how can dis happen so fast..i started msging denise ee hong my sis etc..i wanted to msg alot ppl okay=/ but cant cuz seriously i cant reli msg properly =.= was dam PENING...msging nick wong halfway din even get to sent the msg cuz i reached the hospital ..denise asked me to pray to god so yes i did..and my sis send to me a msg dat..reli helps she asked me to tink ILL BE FINE den i will be..so i calmed myself down ..abit


so i reached the hospital rushed to the emergency ward...i havent been to the hospital BEFORE( the jus-born-moment not included LA) I WAS SHIVERRING like crap and i was dam dam dam dam dam scared i duno how to say but dam dam dam dam dam scared okay zzz den the fella start putting those stuff around my body again and check my heart rate and all ...i can feel myself like feeling better d dat instant moment i hav no idea why but yea..and after dat my doctor say im alrite and the reasons i dun tink i'll state it here ..

went home slept and woke up now..feeling MUCH better..


i dunno how to describe yesterday but the time i TOT i was gonna die was seriously..dam..terrifying..seriously like jus suddenly imagine u r GONE..GONE ..u cant do anyting anymore..wad wil happen to me when i die etc.. i actually experienced my grandpa's situation b4 he pass away kay ...i dun wana experience it anymore sighs...

everyone..appreciate ur..life ..yesterday reli taught me a great lesson and ill start appreciating my life more


and happy belated birthday Nick Liew :) glad u enjoyed ur birthday


thanks for being there for me..u guys :)


IM GLAD IM ALIVE